Friday, April 6, 2012

The 2012.

It is my very first blog update here in year 2012. I just don't really have the time to update or maybe change my blog skin or whatever. So here am I right now having 4 days holiday for the Good Friday and the upcoming Easter Day. Pheeeew! Finally I got some time to spend on Facebook and somehow, on blog as well. Well, I don't think people are following my blog too. Haha! Blog is just like a diary for me to voice out everything that I wanted to.

Alright, let's come back to the point of blogging. So, how is it goes for your year 2012? The year of Dragon, LOL! As for me, so far it has been a hectic year. Pretty exhausted with my job and everything. It doesn't seems to go smooth on whatever things I am doing. First of all, I was planning to pursue my career in other field or getting myself with a better offer or opportunity but it does not work. I'm over high demand I guess and now I am stick with another half year contract and let's see how it goes in the future for the 6 months later. Secondly, getting myself healthier a lil this year. I mean it. I went for GYM!!!!! Yes, baybehhh, I am going for a workout! LOL! Finally I made it which I have been planning this for like few years? :P And finally I can experience in a better lifestyle. Clubbing or drinking no longer included! :P

Basically, I got nothing much to say besides my job because I don't really have time for other stuffs besides of working in the office for like 8 hours -13 hours , 5 days in a week? Saturday and Sunday always the best days ever which I can have a relief. No suffering from the freaking annoying jam, no working doubts, no emails, no escalations, no issues, the important thing is NOT FACING THE 2 MONITORS that I need to face every single second in work. Pathetic huh? Yea, it is. In Hokkien, people would describe this as "Jek Ak". Haha! Since now, I do have gym and going to take workout classes soon, my daily life is pack and I don't think I do have time for some hangover or maybe get a date? :P Well, I don't have a date, so no worries. This is what good on a single people like me. I feel great sometimes and especially when I am thinking of that SOMEONE. And with my packed schedules, now, I no longer have time to think about this person, indeed. ;) Well, a great start isn't it? *Wheeeeeeeeeeeee*

And next, I do have some plans in this year. Although it might not fulfill but yet, still need a plan isn't it? The important tool in fulfilling my wish would definitely be...... MONEY $$$ ! Yes, money! I need cashhhhhhhhh to go for some trips. Seriously, I wanna travel, and I wish to travel this year. Like going to Taiwan, Singapore, Korea, Australia, Thailand even local would be good as well. Maybe other states in Malaysia like Perak, Melaka, Kuala Lumpur or whatever places that is cool to have some vacations! But yet, I still don't have the budget. Just try my best to get all this done soon! :D

That's all for my update. See you guys sooner or later? IDK. :p

Happy Good Friday and Easter Day!





Monday, October 10, 2011

How to create double eyelids?

Well, most of the pretty girls out there, they have a pair of beautiful eyes with double eyelid. Some people do agree that single eyelid do looks nice and attractive. For me, I much more prefer the double ones. It makes your eyes look bigger and pretty but then, most of the Asians have small eyes and me, I'm the single one. :(

I tried to figure out a lot of ways to get double eyelid for my eyes. But none of it works! Arghh, sad huh? :( I had used the eyelid tape, the glue but it seems like not helping a lot. The glue, I just felt uncomfortable with it. Sometimes just caused my eyes get irritation and something like flaming. I guess glueeeeee is not the right way to solve my problem.

Eyelid tapes? Yeahhh, used to bought a lot of eyelid tapes but it's useless. I tried to stick on my eyelids, but............ TAA-DAH!!! Not working as well. *Sob sob* What should I do then? I do have a small pair of eyes and I want to have double eyelids to make my eyes look bigger without makeup. Well, I'm now need to put on fake eyelashes so that it can push my eyelid up and DOUBLE EYELID IS HERE! But... But.... But.... I just do not want it to be this way. I'm lazy to put on make up sometimes, but when I see how pale am I and my eyes seems to look tired all the time eventhough I'm not, sometimes, so, I need to grab my make up tools and have a make over on my face to makes me feel confident and much more prettier. :(

No more other ways beside doing all these? I do not want a surgery to make it happens. I want it to be natural! Eeeww, surgery might fail anytime. That would be a nightmare then if it happens to be FAIL! So, not only myself, but to others, never ever go for a plastic surgery. No offence for those who had been before because it's a common thing in the society now. I understand that we all just want to be perfect and to gain more confidence through our outlook :)
This is just to remind those people who plan or going soon for a plastic surgery, do bare all the circumstances if something happens. We just can't predict. Doctors are human too. They'll make mistakes too. Anyway, good luck.


-X.o.x.o Hazel-

Monday, September 19, 2011




最近都觉得很累,很疲倦。不只是我, 大家都不断的努力读书与工作。
而二十一岁的我,却逃不了工作的生活。
工作,听起来很简单的两个字但是其实它藏着很多东西。
说到工作方面,我真的觉得很烦。压力,多多少少都会有一些些。
我并不在乎压力。很多人都认为我是无法承受压力的人。
或许你们对一半吧,但是其实我只是要一份工作能够让我觉得我有那种价值。
但是目前,我还是寻找不到哪一种所谓的价值。第一份工作,上司非常的好。
常常跟我开玩笑,跟我说一些话让我觉得很轻松的工作。
但是很可惜,工作的内容却让我放弃了因为不适合我。
慢慢的我也走到了这一步。
找到了第二份工作。就是我目前工作位置。

大家都说大公司,好前途。好出路。
对,我却是在大公司工作但是却不是真正的职员。
有时觉得很幸运,踏进了一个大公司,同事们都很好,友善的很。
可是慢慢的我也发现到很多东西不是我们想象中的那么好,那么简单。
为什么我们这个team总是让人觉得我们是最差,最难搞的?我不了解。
我们很简单,我们只是年轻了一点点,好玩也稍微正常。但是我们也有认真的时候。
但是在你们心目中,我们就是烂泥!无论我们说什么,发表什么,从来都没有任何人去帮我们。
我们有那么差吗?那么让你们接受不了吗?
难道我们的努力,我们的上进,我们的进步,你们就是把它摆在一边,就这样当作看不见吗?
你们会用嘴巴说,“进步了。”, 但试问你们是真正的称赞我们吗?
我们的排行成绩每个星期都会看到。
我们就颇不期待去问到底我们排在第几?一个一个星期,我们都还挺好的成绩。
你们就有理由的说这个排行一点都不平衡。这样不行。
但我们做得少,你也不断的批评我们!到底是要怎样啊?
无论我们做什么,你总是有理由去防抗我们的努力!
我不懂大家有没有觉得累了,但是我,真的是累了。
我不会再傻傻的为一些根本就得不到任何能让我觉值得的东西去付出。